Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Reality check, | Go to post ➜

Yes, the undeniable truth is that my JC life officially starts tomorrow. Be it in TPJC or AJC, it starts tomorrow! That means no more freedom, no more frequent shopping sprees, no more fun and very little outings for two whole years! Okay, maybe it's just cause I'm not used to JC life but that's how I see it, for now- DEATH FOR TWO YEARS. Did I mention? I've to report at 0730 tomorrow, meaning I've to wake up at 0500! Dammm.

I really really really dread the feeling now. I don't wanna give up all these fun moments yet. I don't wanna lose my close friendships, my youth, my joy, fun, happiness, time, precious precious time and so much more! I've yet to do so many things- well mainly, resting at home for a long long time, but still... I DON'T WANNA START SCHOOL JUST YET! Or maybe I'm just terrified at the fact that I'm entering JC now, not secondary school. Reality has struck me and I'm being haunted by the new subjects I'm taking, the new challenges I'm going to face and so much more! Like how from a senior, I'm gonna be a freshman! Nevertheless, I'm undoubtedly gonna break through these barriers and do my best! Hopefully, I'll have friends & family to count on, and of course I'll always put God first.

WISH ME THE BEST OF LUCK! *gasps*

Till then, xoxo.

I certainly don't wanna lose you.

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