Sunday, November 20, 2011

It's complicated, | Go to post ➜

Well, I don't know. It's either me, or I'm just thinking too much. I'm excitedly waiting for that day to come. Yet, I have mixed feelings about it. Walking down a path, it just brings back so many memories, don't 'ya think? I guess I haven't fully gotten over the whole thing, though it's already been over a year. Gone. Just like that.

What I need most now? I guess I just want to splurt out everything; how I feel, what I'm worrying about and just everything. At the same time, I just wish for us to remain the way it is. There's a whole new chapter in my life now, or at least when JC started, and I hope for it to be the same. It isn't so great over there either. But at least I'm trying to make it different.

Now I know what they mean when they say, 'It's complicated'.

P.s. I never thought I'd feel such worries/pessimism etc so soon, again.

xoxo <3,
Lonesome.

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